I have been seriously craving chocolate for the past ten days or so...NO, I'm not pregnant. I'm closing in on 50 (AND the baby making equipment was removed years ago)and have eaten entirely too much junk lately. I find that when I do not eat healthy I crave sugary, fatty, delicious-not-so-good-for-you food. sigh...so I decided the craving will NOT go away until I have something gooey and delicious. So into the kitchen I went.
My son Jesse has this thing for Dulce De Leche, Mexican caramel. My fault I introduced him to it so now he wants it in all my yummy baked goods.
You may want to try these layered brownies but maybe with a side shot of insulin.
Dulce de Leche Cheesecake Brownies
Brownie bottom1 cup mini dark chocolate chips
1 stick unsalted butter
1 cup flour
1 cup sugar
8 oz cream cheese
1 tsp vanilla
1/4 cup sugar
Dulce de Leche - swirl into the cheesecake topping
Preheat the oven to 350 degrees
In a bowl melt the chips and butter, it took 1 minute in the microwave for mine to melt. Stir well, next add the sugar and eggs one at a time. Last the flour.
pour into a greased 8x8 square baking pan.
Prepare the cream cheese, vanilla, sugar and egg by beating well and pouring on top of the brownie layer.
Lastly drop by spoonfuls the DDL and swirl into the cheesecake layer.
Bake for 50-65 minutes. (depending on your oven be sure to check it after 45 minutes)
Allow to cool and drizzle with more DDL sauce and chocolate syrup, you can even sprinkle chopped nuts or toasted coconut on top, IF you don't think that's going a little overboard.
Welcome to a Secret Subject Swap. This week, 16 brave bloggers picked a secret subject for someone else and were assigned a secret subject to interpret in their own style. Today we are all simultaneously divulging our topics and submitting our posts.
Your “Secret Subject” is:
You are thinking about your past and realize, chronologically, some things don't add up.
It was submitted by: http://www.someoneelsesgenius.
Well, YES! My life out of sequence or...chronologically out of order. Have you been around lately? Read some of my post maybe? (Thriving no longer surviving)
I have a confession, when I was 14 I had a crush on this guy. He was 19 and did not pay any attention to me. As a 14 year old girl, I had attitude and if I wanted someone's attention I could get it. Well, not his. I tried. I flirted. I followed him around at his job and when all I got was a "hey how are you?" I moved on after a while. WAIT let me add here that when I saw attention, at 14 that's all I was thinking. I was not a whore, slut, hoochie mama or whatever you call it these days. I wanted attention, hand holding, hugs, flirting my 14 year old brain never went anywhere else. It saddens me to see and hear of 12 year old girls having sex and babies. okay...I'll hop off the soap box.I wanted to go to college, have a career, find my one true love, have a family and well, have it all. I lived in a small town and was the only child to a poor couple. College was not an option and I was told the best I'd ever get was to marry some guy, work everyday, be broke and live in this small town. Well, I was having none of that.
I was dating this guy and he was what I thought at the time was wonderful, until he left to join the Army. When he returned at Christmas break and told me how much he loved me and how much he missed me I took the bait. We were engaged and 12 days later. I was 16 years old. That lasted 7 years and was a LONG way from the fairy tale romance.
I found myself alone, broken and pregnant with my oldest son. I had to move back home, and boy did I hear it. I told you so, every stinking day. What would I do? Marry some local yocal and live like everyone else? No. I wound up returning to my ex and moving away. Only to find myself divorced 2 years later.
I married again and that of course you all know ended last year.
So now I am starting life over. At 48 I'm in college, looking to the future and a career in the medical field and am now with the crush I had 35 years ago. YEP, we are now 48 and 53 which is no big deal, but of course at 14 and 19 it was. We have been friends and our paths have crossed a number of times over the years but our paths finally crossed at the right time.
Here I am at the stage in life where most people are winding down in their careers and looking toward retirement instead of looking at starting a career or even starting college. I am also starting a new relationship where most are celebrating their silver anniversary. So it is a little backwards, out of sequence or chronologically out of order. But it is exactly where I am suppose to be and I'm thankful that I have a second chance at finding my happy place.
It may be out of order, sequence or chronological order to the natural eye, but in God's eyes I am on the path in my journey that takes me to the promises HE has given.
Are you broken? Starting over? Contemplating starting over? Let me say this...it is never to late to make a U-turn in life, to pull over, find directions and follow the right path. You CAN do it. I promise. It will be hard. There will be days that you mourn your past and mourn the future you thought you were going to have but that's okay and part of the process. Take a deep breath, head up, chin up, shoulders back, eyes up and take a step.
YOU can do ANYTHING you set your mind to!
Now be sure to stop by the others and see what subject they were given and as always THANK YOU for stopping by.
Here are links to all the sites now featuring Secret Subject Swap posts. Sit back, grab a cup, and check them all out. See you there:
com Baking In A Tornado
blogspot.com The Bergham’s Life Chronicles
blogspot.com Spatulas on Parade
Dinosaur Superhero Mommy
blogspot.com/ Stacy Sews and Schools
com/ Sparkly Poetic Weirdo
Disneyland in Kentucky
com Southern Belle Charm
The Lieber Family
com Someone Else’s Genius
blogspot.ch Confessions of a part-time working mom
com Battered Hope
Small Talk Mama
blogspot.com Searching for Sanity